Well... I went back to my own house. I couldnt do it. I wasnt sure I had done the right thing, I was living with my brother under his girlfriend's rules.. my kids didnt have space of their own or for their toys, so we couldnt bring any of those. My yougest dd cried wanting to go home. I just wasnt strong enough to do it. :( Now I feel like a failure, and a pathetic loser.
I am going to try and get some things paid off, and start saving up now so when school gets out hopefully I will have enoughsaved up to put a down payment on a mobil home to put on my brother's property and we can move into a place of our own instead of staying in their house.
When you say you went back home what does that mean? I'm kind of lost some how on this. If your back in your ex's house..your house..can't you get him to move out? Or am I way off on this one?
Sorry..your not a loser no matter what Tina..don't even say that about yourself. Your not being fair to you or those girls giving up like that and calling yourself something your not okay.
Never think of stepping back as failure. You're NOT a loser. You followed your heart when it came to your kids. There's nothing wrong with that. It's important.
Sweetie, you know in your heart what is best for your kids. If you had a bad feeling in your gut about moving away, and you thought it was the best option to go back, then that's a-ok. You are not a failure. You are allowed to change your mind. I know it's probably a really confusing time for you right now because it may seem you don't have a lot of really good options for yourself, but trust me, whatever you do it WILL work itself out, and you and your girls will be just fine. ((((hugs)))))
You are not a loser. You are a mom, and you are taking care of your kids the best way you can. I think you deserve an award!!! Since I don't have one here, I am sending you a big round of applause, and a hug....
Chelsea
