I am feeling depressed. I think it's a bit of everything. Worrying about finances, wrestling with the idea of going back to work, worried about putting Dylan in Daycare. So many projects to do around the house, and I never have the time to do any of them because I'm with Dylan 24/7. Dh is busy with work and boats, and it just irritates me sometimes (like right now) that he is taking priority in his hobby over the house. I'm tired of this house. I'm tired of the noise from all of the traffic, I'm tired of it feeling cluttered, I'm tired of always having to fix crap that going to cost us an arm and leg. I'm tired of picking up and cleaning up after everyone. I feel like I'm running around in circles. I just started feeling this way last night. I don't know why. It could be because I'm about ready to start my period, which is another worry of mine. Why the hell am I not getting pg?
I need a drink. I need a girls night out. And a winning lottery ticket. LOL!
Ok, after us girls go and take care of tina hubby, then we will come and pick you up and have a girls weekend.
I get that way all the time. so i know how you feel. there has been so many times I just want to pack up and leave and never look back. dont get me wrong I love my family but they can drive anyone crazy..
Oh Chels don't worry you're not the only one that feels that way. There's been days that I just want to walk away also. I think part of the problem is that men think that when they work all day and come home their day is done. However, women don't have that luxury. We either work outside of the household or inside the household (which is a job within itself) and continue working when our so called 8 hour shift is over. It's a never ending cycle.
Take a weekend for yourself. Go away with a girlfriend and relax. Kick your heels up. You deserve it.
And as far as pregnancy? Relax!!! Sometimes the stress of everyday life kind of flips that switch for things not happening.
Thanks ladies. I sent Boo over to his grandparent's house for awhile today, and dh and I actually got some stuff done around here. Which felt good. Boo is in bed, and because I know I'm not pg (I just started this evening), I'm going to pour me a nice big tall glass of wine!
Chelsea
